Giving up.
Since we launched the Apple Valley campus this year, I’ve been running the Elementary program here, as well as at the Seven service at our Victorville campus. However, as of last Sunday I’ve officially transitioned entirely to the Apple Valley campus. All of my effort and energy will go in to ministry to A.V. families, kids, and volunteers.
I’ve been excited to make this transition, knowing how wonderful it will be to have more time to focus on Apple Valley. That being said, I was surprised at how tough it has been to leave Seven after almost 2 years serving there. I probably shouldn’t admit this over the World Wide Web, but the first week I announced to the kids I would be leaving, I had to go outside and let a few tears out before coming back in.
I read somewhere the other day that you have to figure out what you’re willing to give up in order to do the things you really care about.
I care about creating an environment where every kid feels like they belong. I care about having the passion and energy to lead a team of volunteers who love God and love kids. I care about seeing kids and volunteers build relationships. I care about spending time with families, and really getting involved. I care about remembering names, and birthdays, and to buy more marbles for the marble shoot game.
Trying to balance all of these things in two locations was difficult. There wasn’t enough time to do it all. Things I loved doing, like baking a homemade birthday cake for every volunteer’s birthday, had to be cut in order to make it work. It took realizing that I could no longer do what I cared about at both campuses in order to feel good about letting go of my role at Seven.
Now that I’ve got one focus—Apple Valley—I can get back to what I really care about. I’m handing over my beloved group of kids and families at Seven to a women named Christine, who will care for that team greatly. Now we’ll both have the time to do what matters, like bring the kids popsicles, remember to celebrate important things, and have time to sit and talk to kids about God.
So think about what that would look like in your life. I encourage you to ask yourself this week: What are YOU are willing to give up in order to do the things you really care about?
Kati Smith

